When frienship ends

I’ve written about friends in the past and also my tendency to get attached to people quite strongly.

In life, things don’t always work out the way you planned them.

That in mind I wrote something to those situations, when a friendship ends abruptly.

I don’t care what the world sees as correct.

I don’t care if my aching soul is appropriate.

I say I’m okay

but with you far away

I feel something is missing.

And my mind, it is racing –

what if again

it was

all about acting?

It was all so very sudden,

you see.

My mind played a trick on me.

It had me convinced

this particular shade of grey

would never come my way.

A bit silly of me,

I guess –

but I wanted to believe.

Cause letting you go

killed a bit of me indeed.

It feels as though,

I’ve come

“From heaven on earth

to a world of hurt.”

Quote in the end is from a John Mayall song called “A World of Hurt”

2 thoughts on “When frienship ends

  1. I wish this bad experience doesn’t make you question all the good things that you have been able to make happen lately! You are strong ❤

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    1. It won’t. Even though I write about wondering if it was all acting – in my heart I know this was not an easy decision. The pain will go away and the good memories stay. I would be so much less without this experience and I just need to remember that ❤️

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